While talking to a friend today, I realized something that I need and want to happened within me. This has been a very hard and trying year of my life, anyone who knows me and is reading this probably already knows this. If you don't well it has been. Currently I am in physical pain, but I am also in emotional pain...
Just as we sit there and wait for the sun to set and see its beautiful colours become more vibrant. I am waiting for the Lord to work something within my heart. Actually, I know that I need my heart to be broken, to be rebuilt again. I have hardened my heart over the last year and I know that I need a rude awakening. I haven't dealt with my emotions the way that I feel I should have to let go of my hurt. God is my salvation, but I found that salvation from my pain in people, not my Saviour. I feel as though I let my light dwindle and here I am in the process of going out intentionally to show this light that I am supposed to be to another nation.
I need to be broken, I need to rest in His everlasting and strong arms. I need to allow him to work in my heart and create in me a passion for him like I have never had before. Please pray that this would happen. I can feel it coming and I definitely desire for it to happen and soon.
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