Friday, May 4, 2012

A Huge Leap of Faith

Now I have to say that under normal circumstances things would have happened differently than they did. However, my situation was and is far from normal. I have been in the same field of work for quite a while now. Retail is no cup of tea and especially so in the "outlet" world. Add in some interesting mixes and personalities into that world and you get a whole lot of stress. I won't get into the knitty gritty details here. However, the stress became to great to bear anymore. I felt ill everyday that I had to work and my heart would start racing the moment I set my feet upon the parking lot. It was awful, I had been looking for work a fair bit throughout the month of April. So I have nearly two dozen resumes out there now. This past Tuesday I gave my notice at my job with nothing to go to. I had so much peace about this decision even though so many people would think that I was absolutely nuts for making such a decision. I may even be thought of as being dumb or stupid for not covering my butt. Here's the kicker though, I have an awesome God who cares about every need, every detail of my life. He truly cared about the way I was feeling and knew all about it, because I told him about it all the time. I am confident that he will supply...Matthew 6:25-34 tells all about his care in these matters. I don't know how I am going to pay all my bills, but I'm not worried about it because I know God will provide. I just know, I have had a couple of people comment that they wouldn't do this. I wouldn't normally as stated before, but God has a funny way of working in a persons heart and showing them a great amount of peace. This peace received from God shows me who is guiding. I love this feeling...

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