Alone

Now it has come to my mind quite often about me living in a big house alone. However, with me having several days off in a week it seems to hit me harder all the more often. I was talking with my cousin this evening through Facebook while making dinner and told her brb hopefully with food this time. So here I was eating dinner at my computer typing inbetween bites. I don't mind sitting at a table to eat at all, but what I do mind is sitting there looking at 5 empty chairs surrounding the table. There is noone to break the silence, noone to stick up that index finger to let them know you just need a second to respond. Noone to share a little laughter with, to cook a meal or shovel the driveway with. I love this house and being here alone most of the time. Just at times it dawns on me that I'm not sharing this with anyone. Ah well, at least there are many times that I do get to share meal times with others :)