Mixed Emotions

I am starting up my last week in the Czech Republic. I don't know how to feel and am surprised at how fast the three months has gone. Today starts the last of things like last Thursday English club, last Bible Study in Czech. I leave next Thursday morning from this country that I have grown to know about and in some senses come to love as well. Some people are asking me if this is where I think that God wants me to serve full-time. I cannot answer this right now because I really don't know. I know that upon returning to Canada I am looking for work that will get me through for a while. I am hoping and praying to get into an immigration centre to help immigrants coming into Canada. Then keep that job for a good while until I feel that I am to go overseas full-time or full-time ministry in general. I know that I will miss the people that I have gotten to know. Yet I am happy to go home and see all my kiddies that are near and dear to my heart. See all my friends and family members too. I'm also actually looking forward to working to pay off some of the debt that is sitting over my head if that can be believed. The day count down begins...What day should I start packing? I know that I have to do the last of my laundry on Tuesday so that it will be dry by Thursday. So I think that I will start packing Tuesday, but finish Wednesday night as my flight leaves in the am Thursday. Wow I'm coming back home Canada.